

And then I found myself back at work, except not back at work… My Fulbright scholarship officially ended last week and I should have been on the Queen Mary II in the Atlantic, sailing back from New York to Southampton. However, Covid-19 certainly changed things. I can look back and be grateful for an amazing time at Elon University. I still feel as if I am processing all the things I learned, the amazing opportunities I had, and I’m so grateful for all the new friends and colleagues I met.

One thing I’ve been reflecting on is that at this time of the horrendous police brutality that led to the murder of Floyd George in Minneapolis, how grateful I am to have had the opportunity not only to get to know, and to learn from, colleagues and students of colour in the USA, but also to have been exposed to high quality events about racism on campus and to have read more about civil rights and racism in articles and books than I have before. It makes for difficult reading and it leaves me with a sense of shame that by being white I am part of the problem of institutionalised racism, but I plan to keep reading. Most recently (and incredibly relevant to the current context of the protests against police brutality) I am reading Jennifer Eberhardt’s ‘Biased’. It is the common reading for Elon University for 2020-21, and what a timely choice. I think it has the potential to be very powerful if even half of all faculty, staff and students read this book and discuss it at some point next academic year.

After having such a positive time on my Fulbright, it can feel like coming down to earth with a bump when returning the ‘normal job’ – but I have an advantage, because I love my work at the Institute for Academic Development (IAD) and I have incredible colleagues. Many of them have been working very hard doing my work while I’ve been away and I’m very grateful.

It’s hard not to be able to go into the office and greet people again in the corridor, or go for a coffee and catch up in the way we would normally do after being away for a while. However, catching up via our new favourite tools – MS Teams, Zoom, Skype, WebEx, WhatsApp etc – is still good and I’m gradually catching up with folk and letting people know it’s good to be back. It’s going to be a tough time for universities over the coming months and years, but IAD are doing a great job and I’ll be proud to be contributing to our attempts to ensure students at the University of Edinburgh have the best possible experience in very difficult circumstances.

The final few weeks have been spent analysing my research data from Elon University, (and I’ll still be doing this for a while), and supervising PhD students, doing some writing and clearing through the hundreds of backlogged emails (the downside of having multiple email accounts). I also welcomed a new book into the world during lockdown ‘Co-creating learning and teaching: towards relational pedagogy in higher education‘, now available from all good booksellers (online). It’s a bit harder to do book launches online but not impossible, and I’ll be involved in a journal club for the UK RAISE student engagement organisation in July, as they have chosen to focus on a chapter of my book. I’m also booked to do a keynote presentation at the University of Liverpool in a few weeks (online of course), which will be based on ideas from the book.

I needed to use up some leave before returning to IAD, so I’ve enjoyed lots of time in the garden (I’m not going to run out of work to do in the front and back gardens!) and have been continuing with early morning walks. I’ve also continued with Covid-19 Craft Hour on a Saturday morning with my nieces where we do crafting and baking (see the creative projects page for updates). I’m also trying to use lockdown to revise some of my very rusty Spanish when I find time!

And of course I’ve been reading lots (see the reading pile page for updates) – I know I didn’t always stick to the brief of reading American books this year but it doesn’t stop me continuing to read US books alongside others in future of course. My time off also coincided with Nicola Sturgeon’s announcement to ease lockdown very slightly, and we were excited by the prospect last week that we could drive up to 5 miles to do exercise. We ended up one glorious evening doing a walk near Lennoxtown opposite the Campsie Fells. It was breathtakingly beautiful as you can see in the pictures.

I continue to keep in touch with students from the classes I taught at Elon, with staff and faculty colleagues at Elon, and also with my US book group. I have now gracefully bowed out of my US book group as I was finding it difficult to keep up with reading their book, with the reading for my UK book group as well as work reading and books I want to read for myself. I’ll certainly be keeping in touch as my US book group friends have been wonderful. I’ll try to drop in on them now and again online and you never know…I might do a drop in, in person some time. I say that, because I’ve been invited to join an Elon University Center for Engaged Learning Research Seminar from June 2021. This is a research collaboration involving individuals from institutions all over the world focusing on a particular area of research for three years. So I will be keeping my connections with Elon by visiting for a week every June/July from 2021-2023! So this blog might be coming to an end, but my connections will continue. I will also be looking to connect with a Fulbright Chapter in Glasgow and/or Edinburgh, to support the University of Edinburgh to enhance information about Fulbright awards for staff and students, and to be a welcoming presence to other Fulbrighters who come from the USA to do their Fulbright fellowships at the University of Edinburgh.
It’s been a few weeks since I last blogged. It’s interesting that I’ve still found it hard to keep up with blogging even though I’m in UK lock-down (i.e. I’ve still got masses of other things to do!). I’ve adjusted well to being back in the UK, although I think the amazing weather we’ve had over the last three weeks has been a big factor in this, because it meant I’ve not missed the North Carolina weather as much, and I’ve been able to maximise time in our garden. Allan and I were saying that we don’t think we’ve spent as much time in the garden ever. We spend most of the weekends out there, and we’ve been having lunch breaks and early evening time in the garden most days too. For readers from the US, you have to realise these longer stretches of good weather, (and of course long stretches of time where I’m not commuting) are not something we’re used to in Scotland!


but I also recently read the book by Allan Jenkins (Observer Food Monthly Editor) called ‘Morning, how to make time’ and he makes even more arguments for getting up early. The Moss at 6am has the advantage of virtually no other people and chances to see deer, buzzards, bull finches, thrushes, blackbirds and masses of other bird life, as well as the dawn light on the Campsie Fells.
As Allan and I headed back from our road trip to Elon, the Foreign and Commonwealth Office of the UK government announced that all Brits who are not resident abroad should come home. When the FCO says you should come home it’s usually time to consider that maybe you should – they can sometimes be overly cautious, but even the Fulbright Commission who had been saying Fulbrighters from the UK based in the US could choose whether to come home or to stay, started warning that commercial flights might become more difficult to get hold of and airports might close. Initially in the early days of coronavirus I had decided I would stay to complete my Fulbright in the US, but as more and more businesses closed and universities moved to teaching online, I began to realise that the work I was doing would have to be done from home and I wouldn’t be allowed to continue exploring the USA. For my health and that of others, we were moving to a point of lock down.


My husband Allan arrived for a holiday in North Carolina, the Monday before President Trump announced a ban on UK nationals coming to the USA. By then we had already hired a car, booked lots of hotels and had a holiday planned. It was the early days of coronavirus, so the guidance was mixed – should we stay or should we go? In the end we chose to go – we decided that travelling by car was less risky than any form of public transport; we decided that we would keep our distance from people as much as possible, we would take hand sanitiser with us and wash our hands as frequently as we could.
















In January I was invited to choose the theme and the books. A few people wanted me to choose Scotland as a theme, but I thought I’d increase the choice slightly, so I chose the theme of Coast, and then selected 4 possible books on that theme to read: Jonathan Raban Coasting; Michael Cunningham Lands End: A walk in Provincetown; Compton MacKenzie Whisky Galore; and Neil Gunn The Silver Darlings. The group chose to read Whisky Galore, which I’d also never read, although I’ve see the old black and white film (but not the new film starring Eddie Izzard). We had some good discussions about it and I get the feeling some members of the group would now like to visit some of the Scottish whisky distilleries as well as the Outer Hebrides.




I realise it would be remiss of me to complain about the weather when my family, friends and colleagues are suffering the dark, wet, cold weather of a Scottish winter. However, what is difficult to get to grips with in North Carolina is the wild temperature swings. You really need to keep an eye on the weather forecast, so you are not surprised by an Elon University weather alert telling you to seek shelter immediately, or closing the University. The temperature swings are sometimes as much as 15-20 degrees C difference from day to day!

Sorry for the gap in blogs for a few weeks, but wow it’s been busy. I’ve started teaching a new class on co-creating learning environments, and I’m loving the students’ enthusiasm and creative ideas. I’m trying to use a range of different ways in which they can co-create the course with me, and it’s been wonderful that so far, the students have been really game to try some new things with me. I asked for some feedback from the students in week 2, just to see how things were going, and one of the pieces of feedback included a statement ‘Cathy is an angel’ – which was totally unexpected and delightful! Several other students said ‘I love this class’! So I think it’s been going well. Maybe it’s because it was Valentines Day that week, they were feeling the love?! However, we have a class project and we don’t have many weeks to do it in, so it’s getting more challenging as the weeks go by – let’s hope we can all stay positive. I’m certainly really enjoying the teaching and getting to know the students better.



I realise using the word spring might be a little bold when it’s the first week of February, but there has been a distinct spring feel in the air around Elon. Temperatures have bounced up and down a lot but today was 22 degrees Celcius! Very welcome indeed to walk around without a coat, although it makes me worry that March to May might get pretty hot! For anyone wondering, Mebane is a town near here which is larger than Elon and so my BBC weather app seems to prefer to pick up the weather there.


I was in Washington DC from 22nd to 27th January. I was primarily there for the Association of American Colleges and Universities (AAC&U) Conference at the Marriot Marquis Hotel. Having learned some top tips from others at previous conferences, instead of paying the eye-watering hotel accommodation prices for moderate rooms, I booked an Airbnb apartment in a traditional Washington house. The apartment was just 2 blocks north of the conference hotel and I had space to relax and get some peace and quiet after busy days at the conference. It was a good decision.


There were quite a few tourists and groups of school children taking photographs as well as people holding small protests against many of Trump’s policies. There were some colourful and sometimes quite rude posters and banners, my favourite of which (and more presentable than some) was the Nukes of Hazzard! I then walked to Dupont Circle where there is a wonderful bookshop, Kramerbooks, where there is also Afterwords Cafe. I have never seen a busier bookshop! Clearly it’s the place to be on Saturday afternoons!





