Personal observations: I’ve lately developed an interest in emotional expressiveness, maybe through emotional texts, emotional performance art, emotional videos, or emotional specimens.
As an undergraduate, I studied photography, and I consider photography as a means of expressing myself. I hope that women may endure and keep their uniqueness without outside intervention.
During my undergraduate years, I took a group of black and white photographs of women, which is a special study of the flaws of women’s body parts, which are not usually revealed, to express that women today are independent and confident in their social status, and they don’t need to show their best side to everyone, they just need to take care of their own heart and be themselves.
This is what I believed five years ago: I wanted to be a modern independent woman with high aspirations for her work and eager to demonstrate her abilities.
However, five years later, after three years of the epidemic, I realise how little I am. Only you, your loved ones, and family will be concerned about your feelings.
Emotions represent a shift in the self’s role. It used to be that it was begging to go out and explore, but now it’s asking to go in, with a new perspective of self and a more tranquil outlook on life.
During this period, I realised that I wanted an intimate connection more than ever before and began to notice the intricacies of my life.
During this period, I re-examined my relationship with my lover. Can the once-perfect flaws be repaired? Glen Taylor, an artist, seeks to explore this concept. Spikes, wire, scissors, and wool are used as ornamental items, producing powerful visual clues.
For Glen, the process of producing art is also a therapeutic one, as he uses everyday items that have importance in his history and elicit deep emotional responses in him. In this way, he opens his soul, seeking to return to a bygone time.
His installation has had the impression on me that people are frequently in a rush to spend each day, and when they look back on the past, they appear to be in a hurry and have little memory to eat.
Maybe now that I’m thirty, I have a different perspective on the two sexes in partnerships. In terms of romantic connections, I must mention the performance artist ulay| Love needs to be reconciled.
Whatever type of relationship it is, it must ultimately come to an end. I may argue that Abramovic and Ulay were the stepping stones that led me to the world of performance art. They challenged my perception of performance art as a live sculpture on the street, and I began to think closely about the works’ significance.
Two individuals who committed their life to art were once the persons they most trusted and loved, real soul mates. “Lovers – The Great Wall” is a break-up piece between the two in which they set out from opposite ends of the Great Wall and meet at the halfway, hug, and say farewell after three months. “We were once tight and acquainted, yet we were on our way apart.”
I believe the following is the extent of my emotional studies thus far, with more to come.
